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28.10.10

14.10.10

I’m so fucking horny!


I am so fucking horny.
I haven't had very much time with Professor the last few weeks. We are having a dry spot in our friendship. It is more that he hasn't really had the time which is understood. He is a busy man. We have had some contact but it is not as constant. It's kind of different but I just remain uncomplicated. I do not really have a lot of feeling about it. I mean it is not good or bad. It's just what it is right now. I miss him. I miss our interaction and our conversations. I miss him just being around especially in the mornings. I miss his desire and his lips on my body. He hasn't tasted me in a while and we haven't had sex again. Nor have I had any sex since my minor drunken encounter with the date that one time minus the orgasm which is sort of the point right?
I am on a drought. I haven't met anyone new. I hadn't minded being so available until now. It has been kind of tough with Professor being so busy. We haven't had a morning rendezvous in while and I have been so fucking horny lately. I am thinking about sex all the time. Dreaming night and day about the last time he tasted or the last time I sucked him. I like the way he licks my pussy and uses his fingers. The way he sucks on my clit and plunges his tongue deep in me. Ooh, I can almost feel it. I've been masturbating to my thoughts just about every day a couple of times. I have been using my fingers, towels, vibrators; dildo and even the wine bottle (spur of the moment situation). I want to be fucked by a man. Doing it myself just isn't doing it the same. I want some actual. I really want some dick right now – Professor's dick, his hands, his tongue, his passion accompanied by his desire and drive with my active participation. I want him. I have been fantasizing how I want him to.
I want him to lay back and relax. Let me take care of him. Let me take care of us. I am going to get off while pleasing him. I like to please him and he seems to enjoy it. OUTSTANDING. I want to rub his back, arms, chest and travel back and forth from his nipples to his dick. Sucking them both. Rub, kiss and lick him slowly. I want to take my time and please him. Then straddle over his dick quickly so that I can suck me off of him. I hear I taste pretty good. Suck his dick deeply until I am bout ready to gag … until I can relax my throat with his slow grind in my mouth, slightly pull my hair until he is stiffly satisfied. Blood racing, heart pumping all in rhythm trying to catch the gasm. Hard long pulsating full of power blasting down my throat being sure to suck it empty. Then I want to present my pussy to his lips backwards so he can have full advantage of my ass. I also want to be able to have access to his dick. I want to suck him as he eats me. I want to please him as he pleases me. Our oral infatuation is generally one sided during a time. I wonder how wet I would get. Then I want to straddle his hard dick and ride him in some stilettos of his choice. Ride him while he sucks on my titties. Penetrate myself with his dick and watch his facials to better understand what and how he likes it. I just really want to fuck him.
Thinking about the way he uses his tongue across my spots erecting my clit makes my pussy moist as I type this. I have been thinking about all sorts of scenarios, opportunities, positions and ways to fuck and please this man. He is good inspiration. I am so fucking horny. He does so much for so many people especially me. I just yearn to be able to help him escape some of that and just relax. Let me fuck him, please him and gratify me.

HNT: Peek A Boo

  I like to send Professor pictures throughout the day when he crosses my mind. 
He is a visual man but then again most people are.  I like for him to have pieces of me all the time. 
Indulge all his senses.  Starting with his sight. 
I can hear me say things to him but sometimes a picture is sexier with just a caption. 
Sometimes the sexiest of sexy is what you have to imagine.
The curiosity of finding out what's behind.
So why not play a game of
Peek A Boo.

27.9.10

In His Mind Today: Email #10130

EMAIL FROM PROFESSOR

As I sit here at work I have to be honest with myself. My "other woman" is getting me sprung. I simply say things in passing during our conversations and with out fail she makes them happen!

So the dick sucking skills are simply the best. It is like every  time she touches me I tingle. I watched her yesterday caress and suck my dick until I came. Then she continue to suck until I wanted to just lay in her arms all day. Not moving and just letting life pass us by!

We have only Fucked once to date but her pussy is warm, tight, wet,...you get the picture. I was on top fucking her and doing my thang when I realized she was fucking me back and had me feeling better than I  have in years! Needless to say I am hooked. I know she knows it. Or if she does now she should.....

Just letting you into my mind lover.....
Hope you don't get nervous...
you asked to get into my mind....

22.9.10

In His Mind Today: Email #10120 - Questions and Answers:

Professor came by this morning for a kiss and I wasnt feeling very well.  I have very bad migraines from time to time.  My grandmother once told me that an orgasm would release the pressure of the migraine. Go figure.  She offered that information without any additional anything and I did not question her any further.  I have tried it on more than a few occasions and she knows what she is talking about. 

All of that to say that I was in my bed when he arrived with my vibrators.  Once he came in I pulled my covers back so that he could see that they had been used and were still present with me.  I was naked in bed with my toys since HE was not readily available. SMILE.  I like my toys... they are relaxing and sometimes fun.  Anyway, he didnt stay long and hoped for me feeling better.  I apologized for not being any fun but it seemed to be ok. 

He emailed me:
So I got up this morning thinking about you! Random thoughts...went for my morning walk to clear my mind for the start of a good day! I started to think about your taste and wanted a kiss from you.  So I showered, combed my hair, shaved and got dressed.

I wanted to surprise you, but decided it would be better to text you that I was coming.  I parked in front of your house to notice the group lifting weights...Ok I said in my mind, what are they thinking?  So I will never give the hint of you being anything but a lady...so my plans had to change...you may ask...plans?

so I settled for a kiss and a very sensual sucking of your nipples!  You did give me full visual to your breast and nipples.  All so that you used your vibrator last night.  I liked that!

ok got a few questions for you answer honestly:

When was the first time you used a vibrator
First time giving head and getting head (oral sex)
You ever attempted anal...I have found that if a woman hates it there first time was not a good experience.  Not asking because I want you to do it...just wondering
Do you like rough sex
What is the kinkies think you ever done
You ever had sex with more than one man at a time
Do you spit or swallow...or does it depends...

There you go...I wait your answers

My Answers: 
When was the first time you used a vibrator
I would say that I was about 20.  I was still in college and started working at an adult store and picked a little something up to try.  I was curious.

First time giving head and getting head (oral sex)
I was a late sucker.  I was in college and thought that I loved that guy.  He made me comfortable and there was no pressure.  As for getting head – I was in high school the first time.  I was kind of fast and I have always liked older guys (men).
You ever attempted anal...I have found that if a woman hates it there first time was not a good experience.  Not asking because I want you to do it...just wondering
I have tried a couple of different times.  I hate it!  I cant relax and it just doesn’t feel good to me.  I cannot even stand to watch it on a flick.  It is so not my thing.

Do you like rough sex
That depends on what rough means but really, not my thing either.  I like for a man to take charge and run the show but I don’t like to it too rough but it depends.
What is the kinkiest think you ever done
there are a few place.  I have had sex on a football field, bathroom at a bar, outside on the hood of his car in the summer in atlanta but the bug bites made it not as great. my grandma's backyard bbq patio. suck him as we drove hime from a movie and at his front door. fucked in a field in the wide open (residential neighborhood), side of highway in the mountains.   I am not into hot wax or anything I am a sensual romantic type that likes a little nasty but I have to be eased into it and it generally comes out the more comfortable I get.  I am open...

You ever had sex with more than one man at a time
Yes, Once, while I was recently out of college.
Do you spit or swallow...or does it depends...
Both and it depends

WHAT ARE YOUR ANSWERS?

21.9.10

LIGHTBULB MOMENT

So, Professor didn’t make it to see me this weekend. It is the first time that this has happened. Initially, I was feeling some kind of way because I had made me available per his request. It is not really that big of a deal but I did have pouty mouth for a moment. I’ve gotten rather spoiled with his constant contact but I am going to check myself.


He text me a few times and I stayed in touch. I made him aware that I was on my way home but there was no response for hours. Then about midnight, I received a text:

missed talking to you. I had a party for her birthday.

I’m so far removed from his real life (ie. his marriage) that I hadn’t realized that he had plans. We do not converse about his life with her much.

LIGHTBULB MOMENT: as much as he makes our arrangement about me. I am secondary. He still must maintain his real life. I have to play my role.

17.9.10

He Likes It

So, Professor is reading the blog and is really loving it. 
He likes that folks are reading and is enjoying the comments.  So keep them coming. 

He is especially liking reading of our escapades as if we are not really we.  It seemed to be a turn on today as we had our morning tryst.    This may be very good for our interaction and then I will have more to share.  He likes my writing and says that I have such descriptions.  I pay attention to just about everything.

I think him reading will be good for us and offer us an additional way to communicate which will be a form of foreplay for us.  Oooooh. He may even post one day but not sure about that as he is more of a voyeur. He said that I could include some of our emails so stay tuned...

The new question is, "Are you going to put this in your blog?"

how exciting!!!

16.9.10

Hold and Suck

Sometimes when I am all alone. I suck my own nipple to turn me on.  I am often thinking about Professor,  Then I rub my clit and make me cum as if he were watching.  Damn.


14.9.10

RANDOM TEXTS FROM PROFESSOR

I love watching. I like the body movement and facials.
It’s pure pleasure to please you and see you enjoy it.

I LOVE tasting you! I like licking your clit and seeing your pussy get wet!

I want to kiss you hold you taste you then have you fuck me to sleep!

Did you put in your blog how I fucked your ass with my tongue.
Your pussy was so wet and ran down your ass. I love it.

My dick is hard thinking about you.  Have a great day!

I’m totally satisfied with how you do me.

I can feel you want to make me feel good and that is number one for me. I love that.

You looked so sexy in bed I was simply soaking you in with my eyes

Thank you for wanting to please me

9.9.10

HE NEEDS A NICKNAME:

So, I sent a text to Girlfriend 1 and 2 stating that he needed a nickname. They both know his name but I don’t want to be saying it all the time. I am trying to be as discreet as possible. He should have an alias.  They gave me a few suggestions which I will reframe from sharing. These suggestions went most of the day via text and full of laughs. They are both very imaginative people. Finally, I decided to go with Professor Confection but I will mainly refer to HIM as Professor. This is all very exciting to me.