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Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts
Showing posts with label desire. Show all posts

14.10.10

I’m so fucking horny!


I am so fucking horny.
I haven't had very much time with Professor the last few weeks. We are having a dry spot in our friendship. It is more that he hasn't really had the time which is understood. He is a busy man. We have had some contact but it is not as constant. It's kind of different but I just remain uncomplicated. I do not really have a lot of feeling about it. I mean it is not good or bad. It's just what it is right now. I miss him. I miss our interaction and our conversations. I miss him just being around especially in the mornings. I miss his desire and his lips on my body. He hasn't tasted me in a while and we haven't had sex again. Nor have I had any sex since my minor drunken encounter with the date that one time minus the orgasm which is sort of the point right?
I am on a drought. I haven't met anyone new. I hadn't minded being so available until now. It has been kind of tough with Professor being so busy. We haven't had a morning rendezvous in while and I have been so fucking horny lately. I am thinking about sex all the time. Dreaming night and day about the last time he tasted or the last time I sucked him. I like the way he licks my pussy and uses his fingers. The way he sucks on my clit and plunges his tongue deep in me. Ooh, I can almost feel it. I've been masturbating to my thoughts just about every day a couple of times. I have been using my fingers, towels, vibrators; dildo and even the wine bottle (spur of the moment situation). I want to be fucked by a man. Doing it myself just isn't doing it the same. I want some actual. I really want some dick right now – Professor's dick, his hands, his tongue, his passion accompanied by his desire and drive with my active participation. I want him. I have been fantasizing how I want him to.
I want him to lay back and relax. Let me take care of him. Let me take care of us. I am going to get off while pleasing him. I like to please him and he seems to enjoy it. OUTSTANDING. I want to rub his back, arms, chest and travel back and forth from his nipples to his dick. Sucking them both. Rub, kiss and lick him slowly. I want to take my time and please him. Then straddle over his dick quickly so that I can suck me off of him. I hear I taste pretty good. Suck his dick deeply until I am bout ready to gag … until I can relax my throat with his slow grind in my mouth, slightly pull my hair until he is stiffly satisfied. Blood racing, heart pumping all in rhythm trying to catch the gasm. Hard long pulsating full of power blasting down my throat being sure to suck it empty. Then I want to present my pussy to his lips backwards so he can have full advantage of my ass. I also want to be able to have access to his dick. I want to suck him as he eats me. I want to please him as he pleases me. Our oral infatuation is generally one sided during a time. I wonder how wet I would get. Then I want to straddle his hard dick and ride him in some stilettos of his choice. Ride him while he sucks on my titties. Penetrate myself with his dick and watch his facials to better understand what and how he likes it. I just really want to fuck him.
Thinking about the way he uses his tongue across my spots erecting my clit makes my pussy moist as I type this. I have been thinking about all sorts of scenarios, opportunities, positions and ways to fuck and please this man. He is good inspiration. I am so fucking horny. He does so much for so many people especially me. I just yearn to be able to help him escape some of that and just relax. Let me fuck him, please him and gratify me.

27.9.10

Suck Him Slow

Professor hadn’t been around but we have had constant contact.  I like that we have that but it is not the same as being in his presence.  So I try to make good use to the time that we do have.  So, I sent him a text inquiring about a possible lunch date.  He responded that it would be possible and what time he would be over.  He sent a text when he was on his way.  So, I tried to get me together but I was moving slow.  When he arrived, of course I wasn’t dress or remotely ready.  I had combed my hair and put on some thongs.  I smiled and we kissed.  He took his position on the couch and I did my standard routine of going back and forth trying to put some clothes on this body while we had good random conversation upon countless subjects.  I tend to call it our getting to know you time. 
I was instantly inspired and reached in the bathroom to grab a Listerine strip and cough drop.  I came back into the living room and made sensual eye contact with him.  He smiled. I smiled.  As I began to walk over to him, his blackberry rang. Ugh! So I patiently waited and continued to grab a fit and getting my stuff together to do something on my own.  He likes my legs so I found a dress that was cotton, soft, feminine providing just enough cleavage and leg for appeal.  After he concluded his call, he informed that his later meeting had been pushed up and we wouldn’t have time to really sit down for lunch.  I was disappointed but his work is important.  Realistically, we all need him to work.  So, I figured that I would go ahead with my plan.  I wanted to suck his dick.  I asked him if we had a little bit of time and grabbed a pillow putting it on the floor between his legs.  He smiled and said yes.   I kneeled down on my knees on the pillow, unfastened his belt and grabbed his partially hard penis out of his boxer briefs.  I kissed the head, sucked the head and then flicked my tongue over it. I sucked it softly inching more of it in my mouth with each suck.  I seductively looked up at him ever so often see his facial reaction.  I like to watch him.  I took my time which had been different from previous times pausing to see his enjoyment.  Every time he saw me look up at him, his dick would get a little harder.  The cough drops have dual purpose for me.  They relax my throat and they offer him a different sensation.  I used that sensation with the blow of my breath and then use the warmth of my mouth. Slowly. Sweetly. Sensually. I began to suck him harder suctioning my cheeks closer onto his dick but still slowly yet picking up momentum.  As he adjusted to that rhythm I changed it up and took his dick deep allowing the head to touch the back of my throat until I felt the gagging sensation sliding up slowly with minute thrust.   Thank goodness for the drops!  He seemed to enjoy it so I deep throated his dick hard and held the position for as long as I could.  He let out several load moans.  I hadn’t heard him be that vocal before and it turned me on so much that I could feel my pussy moisten as I kegeled.  It was good and I was doing well.  I could feel his dick tighten so I slowed down.  I wasn’t completely ready for him to cum yet.  I slowed down my rotation of skills and minor tricks.  I took away my hands and just sucked him. Slow and hard. He grabbed my head a couple of times sharing what he liked.  I obliged but made sure that this was my show.  He is always in control but this was my turn.  I continued and he got louder and more in tune with his climax.  It was going all through him and all of energy was building up this gasm.  This is going to be good and a lot more than I can swallow.  I took his dick deep and hard.  Vibrating my throat on his head until I couldn’t breathe.  Came up quickly and back down all the way on it.  I felt like I was gargling his head and he liked it and came super hard.  I sucked him until he was completely limp.  I got all of it out of him.  There is nothing wonderful in seeing a man be fully and completely satisfied with his release.  I swallowed some but it was a lot and I immediately got up and ran to the bathroom so that I could spit the excess; and so that he could get himself together.  It was good for me too.  Mmmmmm Professor.

25.9.10

The fuck was worth the wait

When he walked through the door we embraced quietly as I was on the phone with a panicked girlfriend.  Though we were scheduled for a visit, I was trying to be a good friend.  Luckily, he understood and sat down on the couch emailing with his blackberry (they are best buds attached at the hand).  I sat on the other end of the couch looking at him looking at me.  He could hear her and laughed at some of the foolishness that came out of her mouth.  I mouthed an apology and he nodded in his understanding. I smiled.  Upon attempting to conclude my conversation, he crawled across the floor spreading my legs apart. Sliding my panties to the side and began stroking my clit with his tongue.  I looked at him look at me.  It was unexpected but truly appreciated.  He told me to carry on with my conversation so he could speak to my “girl” (that is often how I refer to my pussy).  I was instantly excited which was confirmed by my wetness.  I continued my conversation, taking deep breaths, calmly and remaining as cool as possible which turned him on.  He pulled my left leg up on top of his right shoulder so he could get better involved.  He tended to my “girl” with such gentle passion and I was starting to drip down my inside of my thigh and he lapped it up.  At this point it began to get to be too much and I abruptly told my friend that I would have to call her back.  She assumed that I was tired and said cool. I was far from tired and just about to get started.  I paused him and we walked into the bedroom.  My panties we soaking wet with my juices and I took them off immediately. 
The anticipation in his eyes as he undressed as quickly as possible was enchanting.  I laid down the center of the bed and established some of the most amazing eye contact that I think we have ever had.  In that moment, it was just us two and this was months in the making.  I was ready to be fucked and he was FINALLY ready to fuck me. YES!!! 
He climbed on the bed flipping me over so that I was on all fours and immediately licked down the crack of my ass clearing all the juices that my “girl” had let go of and had dripped down.  He fucked my ass with his tongue and it gave me a tingly sensation down my spine and muted moans freed from my mouth.  I closed my eyes and relaxed some as he made slow, spontaneous trips down to my clit.  I came hard and immediate.  I do not think that I had ever cum like from my ass being licked.  It hasn’t ever really been my thing but that shit right there was exhilarating.  He asked me to turn over and as he put a condom on he smiled and stated “I’ve been waiting on this pussy for years”. I smiled with a plethora of thoughts flowing through my mind but I will think about that later. 
He slid the head of his well girthed dick in my dripping wet, throbbing pussy very slowly and began to inch it in little by little pulling all the way out with each thrust.  His stroke was slow and steady as if he was trying to truly feel his way through it and feel every edge and corner.  My pussy was tight and held onto his dick.  Ive hear that some men like to make sure that there are walls to hit and he did.  He didn’t look at me much but I watched him and all of his expressions.  He pulled my legs up and really got in there.  I became more vocal and even a little louder.  He put them down as if he was not ready to be done but wanted to enjoy this pussy for a bit.  He seemed to just stroke me. Once he put my legs down, I took the opportunity to fuck him back a bit.  I got a good position and gripped onto him for balance so that I could circularly grind my pussy all over his dick attempting to get a good rhythm pleasing for us.  My twist action was so slow and deliberate.  Then completely conscious and consistent.  He seemed somewhat surprised and very much into it as I could feel his dick harden within me.  I enjoyed making him feel good which made me feel great.  He shared that it felt good but that was that as he paused for his climax.  I wanted to watch his face but instead my body tensed up as I felt an orgasm upon me.  I had stimulated my spot with his dick.  I grabbed him close and pushed him deeper.  I felt multiples upon the horizon.  I grinded into his stroke further.  I lifted my ass up into him and fucked him until we came…together.  We both laid still for a moment. Thinking and basking in our gasm.  It was good.  He was into it.  We came together.  It has been officially consummated.  The fuck was worth the wait.

11.9.10

Available

I make me very available to him – very available but he says that he appreciates it. Our honesty makes our arrangement easy. He eluded that he didn’t particularly mind that I didn’t have anyone else (though it is not suppose to be an issue). However, he likes that I am very easily accessible to him and he is not particularly looking forward to the time of me not being available.

Truthfully, we have gotten very comfortable, very quickly. It’s all in the chemistry I suppose but most of it is that he takes care of me. He provides me with the type of companionship that I desire too. I haven’t desired to have anyone else around. He is really spoiling me for any other man.

10.9.10

Constant Contact

We text all the time and just about all day. We favor constant contact. However I dared to be different and called him. I desired to hear his voice and wanted him to know that he was on my mind. I’m kind of corny like that. I told him about the blog. He is very excited about it.

9.9.10

sneak a peak HNT

HALF NAKED THURSDAY PIC OF THE DAY
Showering and thinking of Professor.  I am feeling creative today.